Thursday, 26 February 2009

Roller coaster


Going round to a friends flat to lend moral support for decorating, Looking in the fridge
and seeing it had nothing in it at all except 18 bottles of pink champagne.

Drinking friends champagne.

Nando's with my madre. Laaavvlly.

Getting excited about IKEA trip tomorrow.

Cat snuggling up to me right now because it's so cold.

The clothes I ordered online coming in the post today.

MnM crunchy sweets.

Re watching very old eps of The Hills and being amazed by how fresh faced they all looked!


Being absolutely FREEZING.

Not seeing the bf for two weeks and now maybe another two weeks on top of that.

The clothes I ordered online coming today and being HUGE.
too big to get away with.

My back Molar trying to come through for the 2nd time this year.
It does this every few months or so..
Starts to grow, HURTS SO MUCH, cuts my gum to shreds then realizes that there is indeed
NO room and goes away only to try again a month later.
So annoying and actually quite weird.

The taste of bonjela. Urk!

Spencer Pratt. Urk!

Saturday, 21 February 2009


Allo my gorgeous girls and guy! :)

Bloody hell!
Everything is mad and hectic at the moment, I miss curling up in my bed with a nice cuppa char and getting lost in the blog world more than I necessarily should.

I had to pack to leave for London very quickly and I feel rather lost without all my cosmetics around me.. Like there might be an emergency where the need for every single lipstick I own may arise and I will be without.
Scary stuff.

I have not been able to get on here at all really, I'm nicking someones wireless and they seem to be quite far away which is a bugger as it takes about five years to load anything.
I wore full make up for the first time today without crying it all off which is a good sign I think...

I decided to go to Superdrug yesterday for a bit of light cheery uppy retail therapy and to get a new foundation as NC15 SFF has now become TOO DARK FOR ME, I'm horrified by this.
I seem to be turning into a vampire or a piece of chalk or something equally white and annoying.

I ended up spending £200 in about half an hour which is slightly worrying!
I also brought a neon orange lipstick. I was feeling disturbed obviously.
..I am quite looking forward to wearing it though.

For the first time in my life I had to find a foundation for colour and not brand or type.
It was ridiculous.
I was completely out of my comfort zone, I have not worn a drugstore brand foundation for donkeys years.
I ended up having to search for ages to find the palest one as Ivory is apparently a digestive biscuit fandango to most of these brands.
I am not a digestive biscuit.

I ended up getting Revlon's ColourStay as it looked the milkyest.
I was dubious about it as I had to buy it for colour and not because I liked
the sound of it.
I wore it today and was pleasantly surprised! Thank god.

I also brought GOSH's foundation primer, which felt a lot like MAC's clear matt stuff, So that'll be interesting to try.
I've been waiting to get to a GOSH stand so I could try the infamous Darling velvet touch lipstick.
I searched and searched and hidden among the brushes (of which I got nearly all) was the last two! What lunatic hid them there I don't know but I'm very glad they did.
Yes it lives up to the hype and yes I love it.
I also nabbed some Barry M Dazzle Dusts, a Fine Glitter dust, 4 nal polishes and 5 lipsticks.
Some eyeko stuff and the Eyelure Tokyo lashes which are ammaaziiinnnggg.
I got some GOSH nail polish too...and blush.

I'm like a cosmetic Bulimic. I restrict and then binge on as much make up as I can get my graspy little hands on in a very short space of time.
Although I might actually not be that good at the restricting part. maybe.

I'm rambling now.
I will try and sort my life out and get round to doing Tags (ta :D) and FOTD's and stuff and ting ASAP bebbeh.

By the by if there is anything you have seen from previous posts of something I have mentioned that you would like a review of feel free to ask, as I would feel a bit of a lemon doing a review of something most people already have, so would be good to know!

Full list of GOSH, Barry M, Eyelure etc frantic superdrug spree will come soon so you could pick stuff off that?

Ciao bellas! *Air kiss, air kiss*

Sunday, 8 February 2009

MAC Haul Baby!

Shopping occurred, This is the aftermath.

I got studio Fix fluid NC15 and the little pump
Select sheer pressed powder
Fuidline in Blacktack
109 brush
Lip pencil in Magenta
Lipsticks in Blankety, Honey love,
Creme Team lipsticks in Creme cup and Lavender Whip
BBR Redhead lipstick in Marquise D'
Eyeliner in Teddy
Brow Set in Show off
BBR MSF in Blonde and Redhead
Eyeshadows in Shroom, Honey Lust, Tempting, Woodwinked and Romp (not pictured)


L2R Shroom, Tempting, Honey Lust, Woodwinked
Romp at the bottom..I'm not keeping Romp, It's lovely
but it's far too similar to Tempting so I'm giving
it to my mum :)

Line up same as above. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Lipsticks

L2R Lavender Whip, Creme Cup <3, onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="">Marquise D', Lavender Whip, Creme cup I LOVE creme cup.
Sorry I forgot to swatch the other two :S

Magenta lip pencil and Teddy eye kohl



Sorry about the writing on the hand!
The MSF going from light to dark, The swatch at the bottom is it mixed.

I think Brunette looked a little too dark for me.

Brow set in Show off

209 Brush + Fluidline = Amazing!
As I wear black eyeliner everyday and have so far been very loyal to my
Rimmel Exaggerate liquid liner and not found anything that I like using as much
I decided that I must move with the times and get funky with gel.
I did and I love it!

I was very tempted by Henna, Femme fi, Knight, Top knot and 100 Strokes
but they all looked like some Urban Decay ones I already have so I didn't bother.

Wednesday, 4 February 2009

My New Valentine.

It's my first MSF..

It's called Soft And Gentle..

It's Love.

Sunday, 1 February 2009

Tag! How did my love affair with make up start.

Tagged by Magpie Sparkles, Ta very much for my first personal tag! YEEEEEEAH!

I tag Ohmakemeup and Macosophy! I'm tagging at the start as this has turned out to be a huge post and I doubt anyone will get through it! haha

Ok, As I was reading this I was thinking "What an interesting question..Blimey! When DID my obsession with it start?!"
Then saw I was tagged and had a slight panic as all memories of anything were momentarily wiped from my brain so I had to sit down and have a proper think.

It all definitely started with my Mother *lies down on the therapy couch* and older sister.
My earliest memories are of sitting watching my mum doing her daily make up and of stealing my sisters nail polish which she hid under her bed at the age of three.

My mum is 53 and was part of a very small music scene in london when it first started in the 70's, She was the girlfriend of one of the most recognized bands in the scene and it all ended up exploding in the late 70's and has seen many revivals in fashion, music and make up ever since, It was punk.
I'm saying this because a lot of my friends parents are not really that bothered with fashion or make up (I think the two go hand in hand), But in my house it was a massive part.
We never had any money but I remember she always had fabulous viv westwood clothes and a massive draw full of interesting make up.

I first got my own make up at around 4 or 5, I used to go to the post office and buy this little children's make up palette they made for a pound which had a few pinky lipsticks and few bright eye colours, blush and a few little brushes and my mum would draw on liquid eyeliner for me which i've worn everyday since. I was always very good at applying make up to myself and there are a million photos at my mums house to prove it (must try and get my hands on some to show you lot!) but I would always get over excited making over friends and there are many photos of my male and female chums looking like 5 year old trannies.

At about 12 I developed horrible acne on my forehead and started to use foundation and concealer with the mascara eyeliner and lipgloss I wore everyday and that was the start of full face make up. I had a big tight group of girlfriends who weren't and still aren't that interested in make up so anytime we had to get glammed up it was my job to do everyones make up and I had started getting interested in hair by this pont so I would offer to do that as well.
All through my early teens I was a drugstore queen! Spending what little pocket money I had in Superdrug, I nearly died when they opened a Sephora in the Angel (my local shopping hang out as I grew up in london) I was in heaven and would spend whole days just looking at everything. I was introduced to the likes of Two Faced, Urban Decay, Eyeko, DuWop and Benefit. I cried when they closed the Sephoras.

So I sailed on with an ever growing make up collection full of Rimmel, Eyeko, Urban Decay eyeshadows if I had saved and Miss sporty if i was broke with a few Two faced palettes and Sephora's own brand stuff chucked in. I still have everyday staples from this time that I could never give up.
Rimmel Exaggerate liquid eyeliner and their Stay Matte powder being my favorites to this day still, and of course Urban decay eyeshadows are still absolutely fantastic.

It was not until I moved to Brighton that I got into high end make up.
At 17 I'd come to visit an acquaintance, fell in love with this town and decided to move in with her.
I went back to london, grabbed a large handbag put a few clothes in it, my GHD's, my make up, £10 and got the coach back for a quid three days after leaving.
Then started the most amazing and awful time of my life. Me and the girl I had come to visit squatted in a very big kitchen just up from the seafront and lived on £10 a week between us which was spent on fags and alcohol and what was left went on food. We never bothered to get a job as we could not be arsed and were having too much fun.
So not much new make up was brought but it was still a HUGE part as every single day consisted of getting up, getting ready for three hours (I had glam rock hair and that took an hour by itself) eating some plain pasta, going out and sweet talking our way into mod or glam rock clubs, getting blokes to buy us drinks dancing madly and having the best time of our lives. We thought we were right little Club Kids.

Me at 17 thinking I was the shit with my new tattoo.

Eventually we got kicked out of the kitchen and spent a few months sofa surfing in the flats of people we met while wondering about and sleeping on the beach. Looking back I'm amazed that nothing awful happened to us
At 18 I had decided to sort my life out and was in college doing my NVQ 1 in hairdressing, was working P/T in a salon and I met and fell in love with my bloke.

After we had been together a few months I had said to him I needed to go to boots to get some foundation, as I was scanning the Rimmel shelf he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the high end section and said "Remake your everyday make up bag, I'll pay, but it has to be stuff that you can't afford yourself." and the best two hours of my life followed!
Chanel, Dior, Clarins, YSL. It was amazing, and I started to realize that the price difference in make up actually mattered and that high end stuff on a whole worked better and had better colours. As I could not at that point carry on buying extreme high end stuff but wanted to carry on trying new and more expensive brands I scouted around ad found MAC.

It was love at first sight and the first thing I brought was Antique Gold glitter reflects pigment, which is my favorite piece in my WHOLE collection today.
I loved it so much and as it was L/E I got on ebay and got another pot from hong kong.
God knows how I thought I would use one whole pot let alone two!
It's actually been re released as part of the Chill collection and I recommend anyone who has magpie tendencies and is not afraid to wear a bold eye get it. It's GORGEOUS!

On ebay I also ordered a Heatherette lipstick in flesh pot which was a miracle for me because I had been doing Edie Sedgwick 60's make up with mega dramatic eye, false lashes and flesh toned lips to go out for years at that point and I was amazed to see that there was a lipstick in the colour I needed and that I wouldn't have to deal with the cakeyness of concealer anymore!

Last year I really got into YouTube and started watching tutorials by the likes of Pancea 81 and Amy 04, Then in autumn I came across Lollipop26 and that was it!
I was done. It opened up a whole new world of make up I started to look at it as something to collect, like art or records.

I think I will stop here as I seem to have written a book...

But I suppose make up has just been such a huge part or my life from such a young age that I couldn't bring myself to not write all of that!
Sorry to bore you to death!!!